"What do I want to do in my life?" is the constant question I have in mind ever since 2013. I have always been struggling in finding myself up until recently. Back then, I decided to create a bucket list, a list of a hundred things I want to do ( just to be able to find which is going to be my lifetime passion). I started working on my list by the year 2014. For the entire year I was able to finished 25 items out of 100. By the year 2015 and 2016 I have forgotten about my list and so come 2017 I revised my bucket list. Guess how many items I was able to complete for the year 2017? hahaha. 17 items only and the other items were already completed from my previous list.
So now it's 2018, I didn't made any list, I was planning to continue my last year's list. Until the first quarter of this year I realized that I am not doing anything to fulfill that list. I again felt empty, lack of purpose, motivation and drive to achieve my goals. Then one day it come to my senses that I am now getting 27 years old this year and I felt that finding myself this time is a must. I still don't know what to do in my life. This is when I come up with an idea. For the next 100 days I will ask myself and put it into note, "What do I want?". I am a very indecisive person, I might want this now and dislike it later. I might want to pursue it now and put it aside later. So I decided that for the next 100 days I will get to know myself. I will constantly ask myself each day what do I want? Come the 100th day, I listed down the things I want to do in my life, those constant things that showed up in my diary. I also decided to gather all my bucket list from 2014 to 2017 and determined to make a bucket list of a life time. I compiled all the finished and unfinished items that I still want to pursue. I removed some finished items that doesn't make sense to me at the moment. So now, I have created a final list! Finally! A bucket list of 120 items. From 2014 up to the present. To put a little twist, I decide to finish the list in a span of 1,234 days, the last day being my 30th birthday! :) I decided that every Sunday I will post at least one of my finished item just to share my journey.
Today is the first day of the 1,234 days. Not just a journey of finding myself but also a journey of creating myself.
Upon ending this blog, I have just started one in my bucket list item, which is:
Bucket List # 4 : Blogging
https://www.success.com/article/17-inspiring-quotes-to-help-you-live-a-life-of-purpose
-KLM :)
So now it's 2018, I didn't made any list, I was planning to continue my last year's list. Until the first quarter of this year I realized that I am not doing anything to fulfill that list. I again felt empty, lack of purpose, motivation and drive to achieve my goals. Then one day it come to my senses that I am now getting 27 years old this year and I felt that finding myself this time is a must. I still don't know what to do in my life. This is when I come up with an idea. For the next 100 days I will ask myself and put it into note, "What do I want?". I am a very indecisive person, I might want this now and dislike it later. I might want to pursue it now and put it aside later. So I decided that for the next 100 days I will get to know myself. I will constantly ask myself each day what do I want? Come the 100th day, I listed down the things I want to do in my life, those constant things that showed up in my diary. I also decided to gather all my bucket list from 2014 to 2017 and determined to make a bucket list of a life time. I compiled all the finished and unfinished items that I still want to pursue. I removed some finished items that doesn't make sense to me at the moment. So now, I have created a final list! Finally! A bucket list of 120 items. From 2014 up to the present. To put a little twist, I decide to finish the list in a span of 1,234 days, the last day being my 30th birthday! :) I decided that every Sunday I will post at least one of my finished item just to share my journey.
Today is the first day of the 1,234 days. Not just a journey of finding myself but also a journey of creating myself.
Upon ending this blog, I have just started one in my bucket list item, which is:
Bucket List # 4 : Blogging
https://www.success.com/article/17-inspiring-quotes-to-help-you-live-a-life-of-purpose
-KLM :)
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